Amor Vincit Omnia

Zamislim kako je nekad bilo osjetiti tvoj pogled, cak i kad s ledja kroz mene probada. Tvoje oci probijaju svako moje culo koje se napreze, takvom snagom jer pozelim da za uvijek zapamti taj osjecaj. Osjecaj kad zamislim kako ti osjetim dah u kosi. Rukama pruzenim prema meni zelis da mi milujes obraz, vrelim dahom prekrijes dio grla dok sapuces te izdajicke rijeci u koje sam silno vjerovala. Tako uvjerljiv pogled nije mogao ni da cini manje a ni vise, ostao je duboko urezan u meni. Brzinom vjetra zazmirim, tresem glavom da sklonim jezu koja hvata moje tijelo.. Mislim da time nestajes i ti, ali osjetim tracak sjene, dok kroz trepavice otkrivam konture tog savrsenog lica. Lice nove nade i buducnosti. Shvatam da san predstavlja dio mastanja, dok mu oplecem ruke oko vrata. Kraj mene je, nasmijan.. pruza poljubac za dobro jutro dok se ja necujno rastajem od proslosti.

Igår började dagen med ett ordentligt pass på Exercise vilken resulterar i mycket träningsvärk idag :P Det lägger sig säkert idag. Imorgon är det äntligen dags för Kristianstads studentbal, ser vi fram emot! Jag har också lyckats klippa bort en stor del av mitt innan långa hår och det känns underbart, det behövde fräshas upp lite. Bara färgen kvar, men det tar vi innan jag reser, vilket börjar sakta närma sig nu!

Mamma i Helsingborg, pappa iväg och fiskar, vi tre ensamma. Njuter, solen skiner. Ikväll är det dags att släppa loss lite, kan behövas mellan allt plugg och jobb. Mirnesa kommer hem till oss om någon timme sedan bär det av Alvesta/Växjö/Ljungby. Stackars lilla Esmira som fortfarande inte kan bestämma sig om hon ska följa med, du har ett par timmar kvar på dig att ångra dig ;)

Nej, nu ska vi masakrera benen så blir det kanske en fin klänning ikväll till slut! Vad jobbigt det ska vara att välja kläder varje gång man ska ut.. Ha en bra dag!

Kram, L

Me Right Now

Tjena!

Tiden rullar på och jag njuter av livet för fullt. Har haft en del för mig, så bloggen har tyvärr blivit lidande, men nu följer en up-date. Förra veckan hade vi en kulturell kväll i K-stad med min folkdans grupp och Bosniska Kvinnoföreningen, efter följde fest. Lite bilder från denna händelsen följer senare, skoj var det och ett stort tack till alla mina flickor som ställde upp! Folkdansen börjar närma sig sitt slut nu när alla ska på semester men vi ses i augusti då vi ska ta nya tag med uppträde i Karlskrona, Oskarshamn you name It :)

     
   

Sista träningen blev det inte mycket allvar heller, Alma och Nerma busade på som vanligt :)

 

Love, L

Davno je to nekad bilo kad je procvalo, cvijece odcvalo,

Najljepsa si tada bila, sad se ne sjecam kojeg proljeca,

I ko da uzalud borim se, prerano za te rodih se.

Ne mogu ti reci sta je tuga, uzmi mi za zlo al mi vjeruj to, ja sam jednog Gospodara sluga pa mi dusa posti, pa mi dusa posti od tebe cvijete rosni.

Da je meni da me budi zveket dukata s tvoga prsluka bar da sebi sudim sto zavoljeh te, sto razboljeh se, I ko da uzalud borim se, prekasno za tebe rodih se.

Ne mogu ti reci sta je tuga, uzmi mi za zlo al mi vjeruj to ja sam jednog gospodara sluga pa mi dusa posti, od tebe cvijete rosni..

There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She told her boyfriend, 'If I could only see the world, I will marry you.' One day,someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages came off, she was able to see everything, including her boyfriend.

He asked her,'Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?' The girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn't expected that. The thought of looking at them the rest of her life led her to refuse to marry him. Her boyfriend left in tears and days later wrote a note to her saying: 'Take good care of your eyes, my dear, for before they were yours, they were mine.'

This is how the human brain often works when our status changes. Only a very few remember what life was like before, and who was always by their side in the most painful situations. Life Is a Gift.

Today before you say an unkind word - Think of someone who can't speak. Before you complain about the taste of your food - Think of someone who has nothing to eat. Before you complain about your husband or wife - Think of someone who's crying out to GOD for a companion.  Today before you complain about life - Think of someone who died too early on this earth. Before you complain about your children - Think of someone who desires children but they're barren. Before you argue about your dirty house someone didn't clean or sweep - Think of the people who are living in the streets. Before whining about the distance you drive - Think of someone who walks the same distance with their feet. And when you are tired and complain about your job - Think of the unemployed, the disabled, and those who wish they had your job. But before you think of pointing the finger or condemning another - Remember that not one of us is without sin. And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down - Put a smile on your face and think: you're alive and still around.

Zastanem i primjetim tisinu koja me opkolila. Primjetim svaku zraku sunca koja cini sjene po meni, po sobi. Negdje iz daljine zapazim pticiji cvrkut, tako histerican, ujedno fantastican, tako divan. Primjetim da se na mom licu izazvao osmijeh. Osmijeh raste a dusu mi puni neki nevidljiv osjecaj. Shvatim da zaista tako malo covjeku za srecu treba. Shvatim da sreca nije ono prolazno, ono sto se iznenada desilo pa nestalo. Sreca je konstantna. Samo je ne cijenimo pa se u stotom dijelu sekunde ucini kao da je nema, da nam je okrenula ledja. Ona je tu i ja je osjetim. Shvatim da volim, cijelim svojim bicem. Da cu voljeti dok zivim i disem. Da cu se smijati, jer upravo moj osmijeh cini mene, cini ono sto jesam; SRETNA.

Pa se pitam, da li cak i najiskreniji osjecaj moze da vara?